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Dear You...
i kind of not know how to tell you this so i had to blog it. because i myself cannot take this.
so i guess you don't care. about me? i do not know.because when i said that sentence, all you gave as a reply to me was just a question mark. and when i said never mind, there was no reply. i don't know what to say, really. i can't pretend as if nothing happened.
many times when you insert a 'haha' in our conversation i felt...weird? yea...i think you prolly get my drift? i don''t wanna hurt you or anything. just speaking from the bottom of my heart here.
i don't know if you've told others about me to other people as how you've always told me how you had problems with so-and-so or whoever. no one in particular, but i seem to be losing trust. in you, or myself. i'm not sure either.
i have nobody to tell my problems to, except you. i totally depend on you. here. sigh... gosh, i really don't wish to start it again like last night. actually, i didn't feel like talking to you after last night.
but knowing your pattern, i can't bear to make myself not talk to you and so i greeted you goodnight like how i always do.
i don't wish the both of us to quarrel or whatsoever because it's not gonna be good. because it's just the both of us here. i guess i should just leave on the actual day and not extend my stay, huh?
tell me what should i do. tell me. i need to know what you're thinking. because i can't seem to read your mind like how i can for others. it's kinda disturbing and heartbreaking for me.
all i wanna tell you is that i've regarded you as one of my true friends...
p.s. i don't wanna state your name here because it might not be good..so yea. thanks for the memories you gave me.. sorry if i made you felt uneasy the past few days.
From Me
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