I seemed to have stopped blogging anything about myself. There's not a single picture even updated. It's either that I'm not inspired to write anything or I'm plain lazy to update or I've not time. But wait a minute, I'm back to add life to my words.
I thought I lost myself for the past month. It was a turmoil for me, suffocating. There were lots of thinking and decisions to make.
I've been feeling a little strange of late. I can't seem to, to open up. I can't seem to talk. I guess nobody gives a damn.
I need to be honest - not with anyone else, but myself. I don't have to pretend to be happy. I don't have to pretend that everything's all right.
I need to start to feel alive. I need to know that I'm still alive. Where's the meaning of life? I need to find again.
I just wanna lie beneath the canopy of stars, in a field, painting pictures in the sky. Would you lay there with me?
My new blog song is by Taylor Swift - Tell Me Why. They say a picture speaks a thousand words. Music speaks the train of my thoughts.
5:45 PM
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Kimmy Leong Xinyi, 061189, NYP.
"I planned to say all these terrible things to you, but in the end I just want to tell you I miss you.."
